The Novice Investiture of Sister Hope

A reflection by Mother Maria-Michael Newe, OSB, delivered to our community on the vigil of the Novice Investiture of Sister Hope

Photos courtesy of the family of Sister Hope (and Sister Cecilia, also a member of our community!)

Tomorrow we happily celebrate the Memorial of Martha, Mary and Lazarus (July 29). It is also the day on which Hope will receive the Benedictine habit — the mark of our monastic life. In a sense, Hope is being invited into the house of Bethany, which Jesus loved dearly, and where He was dearly loved as well.

In Bethany, it is Martha who seems to have initiated the friendship of Jesus by inviting Him into their lives. It says in the Gospel that she “welcomed” Him; you could say that her warmth impelled Him. Her sister Mary’s response to Jesus is one of being captivated by Him. She allowed herself to be drawn in, held still in His presence. But we don’t hear that much more about Mary — it seems to be a relationship more hidden. Her tears about her brother’s death is the last we hear of her, and it touches Jesus deeply. Is that not the contemplative life?

The Gospel tells us more of Martha. She apparently allowed her hospitality to become burdensome. Martha instructed Jesus, “Tell her to help me” (Luke 10:40). I read somewhere that whenever a name is pronounced twice in the Gospels, it signals that the one spoken to is someone very dear, so that means something when we get to hear, “Martha, Martha…Mary has chosen the better part and it will not be taken from her” (Luke 10:41-42). In a way it seems like a bit of a rebuke, perhaps because Martha had been invited by Jesus to stay there as well, but she felt like she “needed” to push on to serving.

Hope, tomorrow you will hear during the investiture ceremony, “I accept you as a Novice into this community,” and, “you should strive to live the monastic life.” Strive to truly live in community. You wish to join this community for the love of Jesus Christ? Well, let everything be permeated by love. Prefer nothing to the Love of Jesus. Above all, seek God and the ways in which He guides you to perfection in this life.

Every time you put the habit on, remember, you are a handmaid of the Lord; be ready and eager to serve God with undivided devotion. Let your belt remind you of the chains Jesus wore in His passion. That is actually why we hold our hands down beneath our scapulars. It really is to remind us of Christ and what He bore for us. We can never forget His Passion — nor His Resurrection. Both are needed. When you at last clothe yourself with the scapular, it is a sign of completion. His yoke is easy, His burden light, when born with love. The veil you will wear is a sign of your religious state, may you always be recognized as one consecrated to God. Wear the habit of our community with great dignity. Wear it remembering the centuries of women who have worn this habit, lived the Benedictine life, and have been buried in this habit. It means something. It means we are one body — We don’t live for ourselves; we are in community. We do what we can in community to serve Christ in each other. And when we wear this habit, we remember we have been chosen. We wear it as women who are chosen. We also have chosen. Christ chose and we chose. He puts His hand out, but we also have to put out ours. They meet, but His is stronger I have to say.

Jesus loved Bethany because of Martha, Mary, and Lazarus. Without them, we wouldn’t hear of the town of Bethany; we wouldn’t have that same notion of it. Bethany is a home He loved dearly, where Hewas loved unconditionally. May we too be like Bethany full of love and devotion and ever attentive to the needs of His heart. That’s what it means to be at home with Christ — We are attentive to His heart.

So, I wish you all the joy of tomorrow. You are stepping into a new stage and are giving of the things that meant so much in the world, so you can receive the things of heaven.


The Trouble with Birds

A reflection by Mother Maria-Michael Newe, OSB

“A sower went out to sow his seed. And as he sowed, some seed fell on the path and was trampled, and the birds of the sky ate it up…And some seed fell on good soil, and when it grew, it produced fruit a hundredfold… Whoever has ears to hear ought to hear.”

Luke 8: 5, 8

Photos of birds at the Abbey of St. Walburga

We hear in Luke’s Gospel about the parable of the sower.  As I was thinking about this reading, I thought about how birds usually just peck at one thing at a time.  Isn’t that what happens to us in life?  The “birds” peck away at the time we have to spend with God.  They just take one minute at a time.  It’s like when you sit down to do lectio divina and realize that your books are out of place, so you put them back in order – and there goes one seed.  And then you see that your bed isn’t made yet, and there goes another couple seeds.  And then you’re sitting there drinking your coffee and reading the Word, and then of course you notice a stack of papers that are in the wrong place, so you think you’ll just get them put away quickly, but then there’s another seed gone.  Pretty soon, practically all the seeds have been eaten up!  You’ve been in your room alright, but what have you been doing there?  All those little things that are so hard not to pay attention to. 

And I pondered how often this happens to us throughout the day, too.  “Acedia” doesn’t mean that you don’t work, but that you’re doing the things you’re not supposed to be doing.  How many times do you find yourself running hard in the opposite direction from what you’re really supposed to be doing?  In the moment, it seems that “Anything else is better than what I’m supposed to be doing right now.”  And yet, being attentive to our present duty it is what God is calling us to.  And that takes a great deal of discipline, just to do what you’re supposed to do.  Everything else is like the little ravens that are running around picking up the seeds, taking the minutes away from doing what we should be doing.  All those little distractions steal from us our time with God, and we should be on guard against them. 

I wonder if Martha was tempted by the birds during the dinner at Bethany, when she was busying about with every possible detail of hospitality? Jesus gently reprimanded her to not be so anxious, and that her sister had chosen the “better part” by sitting at His feet.  But it seems that Martha took His correction without any bitterness, because we know that she was the first one to come out and meet Jesus when He came to raise Lazarus from the dead.  She wasn’t hiding somewhere because she was ashamed of being reprimanded.  What a humble soul she must have been.  I pray that if we find ourselves tempted by the birds, we will have the courage to turn back to Christ and look to Him for help and guidance.

More photos of birds at the Abbey of St. Walburga

Let It Go

A reflection on Luke 10:38-42 by Mother Maria-Michael Newe, OSB

It ran through my mind today that Martha was not able to listen to Jesus when serving because she was so mad at Mary.  She wasn’t hearing a word He said—she was too busy thinking, “Look at her, she just sits there all day, and I have to do this, I have to do that, look at how unfair it is!”  We can recognize this pattern in our own lives: doesn’t it happen that when we’re angry, disturbed, not happy with life, we are not longer able to hear Christ?  Our conversation is one-sided, because we’re just complaining to Him, like Martha did.  We need to stop and listen, too.  If we don’t, we can let disturbances steal our peace of heart, steal our focus, and have say over what’s important in the moment.  It takes a lifetime to figure out the answers to the questions, “Why do I give this thing such importance? Why do I let it steal my peace of heart and mind? Can I just let it go?”  There are some things we need to address, and there are other things that maybe we need to just let go.

Pictured below, Sisters prepare the meal and wash the dishes without grumbling or complaining!